Omg its been forever since I spent a full day in camp.

Knew bad things were going to happen. I had already used up an important card for the indo trip, and though it paid off in some way, it could have been held till later.

Quite dissapointed that he would say that to me, but I can understand where he's coming from. Sad that even Major S had to come up and console me. Duty to country, I suppose. Everyone around camp thinks I'm the luckiest guy in camp. Little do they know the amount of sacrifice put in.

Anyway, was quite reluctant to do so at first, but have begun preperations for plan B. Hopefully I won't have to use it, but if I've come so far to let this jeapordize 1 year of careful planning.

There once was a musician who learned from many scores. The scores whom acknowledged him found peace and joy in having him play their music. However the scores whom did not acknowledge him were overthrown and burnt, because as they did not appreciate the musician, he could not appreciate them.

One day, he was playing a score.

"I want to believe that this score will see my value. But if need be, no matter how great the song, or powerful the composer, I will find a better score instead."

He didn't want to burn this score, because it possessed an interesting melody. But if need be, he would.

"A good leader aims to win his peers over:
When he is alone with each individual,
When he is infront of the group,
When they are infront of other groups."

Please let me be right about you.


Today's run - 11:29 Better than last night, but not my best timing. Tried to emulate the quickstep technique. Which was kinda interrupted due to massive stomach cramps halfway through. The contractions got closer and closer together till I almost shat my shorts haha. Luckily I managed to finish the run... but the desperation made my quickstep abit too shallow and the shins were burning after the run.

10 sets of 20 pullups
5 sets of crunches and calf raises.

Had to use Cpt L's gloves for the pullups as the last time I attempted 200 pullups, the skin almost came off my hands. Was so nice of him to buy those gloves for the team.

Waiting for the letter is headache. Trying to get the letter done is headacher.

The world needs me as supreme dictator to run more smoothly.