It's been forever since I've sat down at the piano and just... played. Not quite sure what is the cause of this hebetude.

I hate it when I play and can't feel anything. Maybe all my inner thoughts are so jumbled and disarrayed that I can't find the proper direction.

Tried Adrian's system yesterday. Don't think it was that succesful because deep inside, he's much softer than me. I think that when it comes down to crunch time, we're going to have to swap sides because there may be a critical limit as to how much he can pull on his side.

I hate playing the psyche game, but not everyone will respond to my preferred methodologies. There may be another way though, will have to try and see.

Ehh... left elbow has been acting up again recently. Felt funny after the clap pullups yesterday... not good.