What the fahk.

Sometimes I really hate the way Squaresoft programmes the prerequisites for item acquisition.

So I'm supposed to NOT open CERTAIN treasure chests which have DON'T stand out apart from the normal treasure chests in order to get some powerful weapon later in the game.

And I happen to not read ahead in the damned strategy guide ONCE, and end up opening one of these such treasure chests, wasting all my previous efforts.

And I only have ONE save game... which is my fault but I only have space for one slot on my overcrowded memory card.

Godamnit....

Visitation for chinese new year sucks. Comparisons, stupid questions that are repeated over and over by people whom I don't know and don't know the names to.

Thank god a vast number of them are all overseas.

And what's the point of giving red packets to the sibling of the siblings who are overseas for? You expect me to convert currency then mail it to them? Or leave it in their room for whenever they come back in 1-2 years time?

I hate telling my relatives what I'm doing/what I have been doing. Maybe cause it'll seem like I'll be boasting? Maybe because everything it doesn't seem to be that great when I've got cousins who are bloody asean/sea games medalists, or uncles who have taught in universities, even in music there are cousins who play for the national symphonic orchestra, or have been teaching music for as many years as I have lived times 2-3.

And overseas people are getting their degree at about 21-23? Not that I give a damn about that.

I dunno.

Blargh.