Here I thought that like most attached out safsa rowers, I would get my ic delayed by at least a day. They say clearance should be done at least the week before. But I did it the day before and managed to get everything settled, which was quite a feat.

So for my final act in camp I would perform one last miracle and ord, take my pink ic without taking my medical ffi. Huhuhu.

It was a bumpy ride at first, but in the end I worked my way up to be able to do what I love, design, music, and sports for my ns life while being able to do so much more outside as well.


I can't say I'm that unhappy about uncle and dog's decision to make nteam their focus for now. Okay, its fucking irresponsible and selfish. But, it gives me more freedom of movement, so what the heck.

Team sports is always a pain in the ass. Safsa rowers only come for attachment, Uni rowers don't want to train realistically but expect results. Bullshit. Coming for attachment is fine, dumb rowers are good. Attaching out for training is good. Potential is there, but not all can have that luxury = half powered team. Uni rowers have the choice to train more often but can go screw themselves if they want to train like some recreational club once or twice a week and expect to do well for a race. It would be fine if every team in singapore was like that, but even the jc teams train 8 times a week. Those that do well, at least. Its proportionate damnit! Don't even talk about how often the overseas teams train. But thats them.

Who the heck isn't under the pressure of studies and work? I couldn't understand why JQ chose to leave the nteam to focus on leading ntu, but now I suppose I do. And even though a part of me wants to support him, another wants to support nasiman, and another is so tired of it all. Human resource managing is challenging, it can be fun, but its tiring.

Sometimes I just want to go back to fighting. So I can just screw all these slackers over!

Ah yes, there's more to life. Of course, work, studies, money. Fine excuses they are. Its not like I didn't have to manage training on top of projects for camp, projects for portfolio, and work. Its good to have people who use such excuses in other teams. Makes it easier to finish the race before them.

Safsa did it before and we'll do it again. Nteam is going to finish behind my boat.

Okay it seems by this entry that I'm abit pissed! hahahaa.

Need to chill. Go play piano.