Alright... I think its ok for girls to substitute actual text automatically on msn with cutesy little animated emoticons. I mean, its cute, for a girl.

But some GUYS use them. Do they think its cutesy for a guy to represent himself in such a manner? I mean... FOR GOD'S SAKE YOU ACTUALLY WANT CUTESY LITTLE ANIMATED CHARACTERS JUMPING AND ACTING CUTE TO PORTRAY YOUR IMAGE AND IDENTITY?! Sometimes its even godamn hard to tell what the heaven they are trying to say with those faggoty characters prancing around till you have to click and decipher them.

Alright, now that that's off my chest. I've decided to do a recording of "Cloud smiles" From FF7: advent children. Its the ending theme and probably nobuo's most emotive recent theme.

Its funny how I let the exco have more say about training programmes and they can go all over the place in what we should do. And then when they realize that everything's going to shit they realize why the I did what I did early last season and now they want to go back to that.

Sigh.

But I suppose its inevitable. New leaders must make mistakes in order to learn from them and give themselves the direction for future advancement. They won't be able to just listen to sound advice because they need to go out there and gain the experience to be able to see the sense in the advice.

Sad, but that's the way people are, that's why I let them have more say so that they will listen better.



Anyway, I hate to be an asshole during training. Seriously. In the long run, its a highly inefficient method of leading which is tested and proven, but once in awhile, you need to do it. Especially when dog has no energy/confidence to be the bad guy and encik is so.... .... godamn nice.

More so when some people require "hard love" in a way.

I love my team, and you could say that it sucks for me every time I need to become that person to keep a person well guided in the team. I'm not the type to put someone down just to boost his own ego. I don't need to XD



Bleh. I so need to catch up on sleep.

Even heliophobic vampires get more sleep than I've been getting despite their screwed up sleeping and waking hours.