Interview today for next year's trip.

I suppose it'll be a good chance to use my ambassadorial position to create a presence and stage for my music. Which is what they said too. As if I'm supposed to believe that they have good intentions for me. Heh. Whatever la... if Julian Hee could put up with this, I guess I can too.

It was interesting seeing the agent so scared and respectful to the big boss gay. He carried himself with an aura of power, but I didn't quite give a damn.

Maybe its another feeling that's been filtered out - fear. In meetings and presentations with lt cols and cols, I've often been amused at how the lts and cpts look so scared and are so excessively careful. Then I'd just talk normally.

Anyway, I do give the required amount of respect... I just don't suck up. Maybe its the rebel in me. Maybe its because I don't see these guys of any higher caliber than me. I don't give a shit about your job or status or rank. If you're good at something and I see it, then I will respect you. Until then, your rank or status means shit.



Bumped into two ah bengs on the way to gym just now. But it seems Bishan is a safe place to live in afterall! Good job, Bishan!

However, as there was no outlet, I ended up with the affinity to inanimate objects again. -_-

Didn't want to scare CM's friend though, so had to control like hell...

And I really feel sad for people who think that smoking is 'cool'. I'm sure coating your lungs with shit is cool and speeding up your ord date for life. Why is it some people can't think logically? Are they really that stupid? Its so puzzling!

Ahh but the compassionate side of me says that they cannot help it because they are victimized and addicted and lack the willpower and fighting spirit to quit. Poor things... ;_;




I think I just really need to go and pick a fight.


I better stay indoors for tonight.