Too far beyond.

I always thought that I'd know before I crossed back over, but its not as simple as keeping clear of a boundary, because that boundary is invisible, and you will only know that you have crossed it only when its too late.

The feelings, the disgust. Too many times I've caught myself saying and doing things that I would have previously cut off before carrying out.

I told myself never to touch anyone with it again. Yet I did.

And today, I felt it again for the first time in a very long time.

Was supposed to run last night but... sleeping sickness struck again. godamn.