I wished that I was wrong. That my estimations would be incorrect. But the 500m event went as expected, just like the 200m races. Sad that we decided to concentrate on the 200m event.

But all in all this only proved that the system works and is accurate.

Today is the start towards regetta. The executed strategy was only half of the whole plan for then. The strategy which will guarantee a clear lead. But training to be able to execute it will be the tricky part.

I remember the feeling now, back when I led the school team. Was too soft, too nua previously with this team. Its all out now.

Weirdly, today when we were doing the pushups, I thought of Ben, the first db coach. And probably the smartest around. How I would get so pissed off and not want to drop out of pushups and lose to some old bugger during trainings. How I wanted to excel beyond him, in every way.

But as long as you follow someone, you will always be behind him.

We shall make it happen.

These few days, I wondered, what would be the ideal balance of discipline and fun during training. But I realized, if you don't push boths sides, you will never find the balance. You can think and rationalize all you want, but simulations are required before tweaking.

Something based on Patrick's way is still the best.

Only draw back, is that I have to be the best first.

I always knew that this was a possible scenario, but now more than ever, I need to push harder.

Sa, koi.