I'm being stretched out....

Ivan pressing me for deadline, feel very bad for having to rush off for training today, but I really was late already.

Jo got a cramp in her calf, that sux, I hate cramps. Saw her in the clubroom later still in pain so I tried to build up some chi for a manual deep heat but she got scared and disrupted my focus... haha what a waste.


I need to tell myself that I'll adapt eventually. Sometimes I wonder how parker does it, I'd probably make a bad spiderman. When he's stressed out he still tries, he's still disgustingly nice. I just want to smash things but can't because then I'd have to pay for damages...