It was nostalgic walking through the fountains and atrium, going up the escalator. Really brought back memories of looking forward to going to school everyday... unless I was playing ultima online.

The school team is doing ok. Good to see some familiar faces. Weights in that small room is the same as ever. Stuffy and hot despite the aircon lol.

Knowing Den, He'd be affected the most by her passing away, unlike me. Though that's why I picked him in the first place. I saw someone who would be able to lead my team with his heart, and not any of the wrong motives.

If I could, I would heal him. Though sometimes I worry that I am preventing him from learning to recover on his own by lending him my helping hand time and time again.

But he healed me in the past, when my life was but a mere cynical facade to advance to world domination, he showed me that there was greater meaning if you believe in other people, regardless of whether they disappoint you or not. I don't know another person who has a stronger idea on what the word "team" means.

And if his heart showed me the way more than once, then my brain will help him out more than once too.

Things hurt more when you open your heart so much to the people around you. But sometimes pain is good.

He could never understand the importance of psychological and indirect cognitive manipulation, I once thought that he was too innocent, but its just that its against his personality.

That's the difference between us, I guess.

The white, looking upon dark, the dark looking upon the white.

But without setting the lines clear, the white will be stained, and without looking at the white, the dark will never know just how dark he is.