Gym then canoed with the short vulgar nerd yesterday. Supposed to train with damien too but he thought that we were starting the week after. -_-

The small vulgar nerd is showing some semblance of speed at last. Can keep up with my long hard pull... for awhile at least before crashing and burning into the water in the most disastrous manner.


MOS with the nteam and safsa guys after that... fat people really take up too much space when its too crowded. And it was crowded to shit at the hiphop section. Ended up going to trance with dog and alvin.

Dance floor there wasn't too crowded at least. Its funny how the girls started crowding around... yet the one I went to had to go after awhile. Sad....

The ex was there.

She still feels so warm, like last time.


Training today.

Dog has matured so much. I now feel the same pride that I felt when I saw Den lead my team. Its different, but they are both different anyway. He may be finally ready.

He's managed to finally see the things that I've been trying to open his eyes to, yet maintain his heart and desire. One thing that I don't know if I will recover.

WZ is able to communicate with him much better and plan the trainings.

And even now as they come to me to solve the problems between them, I know that soon, they will be able to do that on their own.


Rowing with the old nteam guys is nostalgic. There's a certain sound you hear when you do the flip during recovery at a certain angle, and the water whisks off in a curve pattern, as the rower behind you catches every single drop on his blade. That gentle sound of water pattering on the blade between the heavy swosh of each pull.

Yet I feel more compelled to row my own boat out in the open waters. Vulnerable to the waves yet at peace with them.



Perhaps my future db races will be with n tu canoeing. I don't know.

Right now I'm just too tired from 5 hours of training.