Went climbing in the aft with JM. Thought he was noob until I saw that he seemed strangely comfortable on the wall. Turns out the idiot climbed before in jc. -_-

The chicken rice stall outside of Climb Asia has got chicken rice that is going damn cheap. I added so much meat and it was only 3 dollars. W00t.

Gymed after that with Dam. My juniors are kinda strong.... if I was still in school I wonder if I would be able to beat them.

Met Alv after that in town. Ended up at the honky place at Thomson... Polite Nepalese guy asked for Nitec kia haha.

It was weird talking about army days.

I see a pattern. First it was the decision after O's to pursue my "dream". Which turned out to be not what I had expected but pointed me toward music instead. Then it was Sa f sa. Now its music over uni. Ahahaha.

If I were my parent I dunno what I'd do lol. I know mom is disappointed again and again. It was easier when I shielded her from the truth. But now I want them to know that I am strong enough and capable to make the decision.

"People want to get in but cannot. You can get it but don't want to go."

So just because you can get in means you have to go? I shall joyfully pass on that track of logic.

People want to find direction in life but don't know how. I found it.

Most of my plans are flexible anyway. Games design sidetracked into music... sa f sa and nt eam branched out into focusing solely on sa f sa. Now for music, who knows? But despite it not going entirely according to plan, my direction was always there and the desired result was always achieved.

Now when I see JingWei I don't feel bad at all, knowing that that was supposed to be my position. I found another calling in another team, and once that was done with, there was no need to pursue the other matter any further.

I have no idea what the future holds for me, but I know that its going to be one step closer to that big dream.