What is self identity?

Can anyone really know who he is?

The 7 personalities of an individual is such a simplified way of putting things.


Maybe anyone who thinks that he knows who he is, is just being naive, and ignorant.

Or perhaps the waters around me are too choppy for me to see what really lies below.


The person who challenges death and laughs about it, just for fun.

The person who wanted to get as far away as possible from that sick game.

The person who plays with people's minds and manipulates them to his own amusement.

The person who uses these skills only to do the upright thing.

The person who pulled the bluff on everybody so that he could do what he wanted.

The person who chose to live his own life, and follow his own path.


I'm losing it. Phasing between so many paradigms that I don't know which one is the original one? Or if the original one is even the best?

One thing I learned from the past is, my unique affinities don't exactly promote world peace.

I swore never to hit another person with a clenched fist.

But after that night, when everything was on the line, and I had no choice.

I remembered the feeling.

In the past I've dealt with ah bengs, trouble makers, gangsters.

But would you have the courage to go against someone with the eyes of one who is truly demented?

When instead of ego on the line, you only see something so twisted that you cannot comprehend.

And it awakened the last thing that I wanted to remember.

The power to turn something so threatening into nothing.

We faced it fearlessly.

But it wasn't a noble courage from which this fearlessness came. It was foolishness.


They are all weak.

They are all fragile.

So fragile. So complacent.

And no matter how strong they look to each other, they are all breakable.



Its started again. And it can only mean that the last wall was broken.



Next time, it won't be enough to just disable the target harmlessly.