Training today. Its nice to see wz putting so much thought into the program. Uncle sapsa giving long sermons as usual... I just had to let him know. Hope he takes it the right way. We went without lifejacks again since uncle agreed to 'dah' so the guys were happy.

Its more and more apparant to me that the last system that I set up has one critical flaw. One that wasn't there in my previous system. I suppose ultimately the system I set up in school was better. Even though I possess much more knowledge and experience in the sport now, I forgot what truly matters in a godamn team sport. Its my fault for not being able to let go of my previous team. And because of that, some of the old guys will never really know what its like to be part of a real team. Not just a group of people that you train with.

It doesn't matter if the theory and research can trash every loser team in singapore or if we have the strongest test results if the team itself lacks this aspect.

I suppose I could blame them all I want. But the fact of the matter is that I miscalculated. Its so much easier to spot some things when you're on the base of the mountain than when you're near the top.

Oh well. Some things, you just gotta learn by trial and error. Any new statedef can seem to work in theory until you actually execute the damn state and discover the bugs. Those who never try will never be able to realize some things, even if they're watching.