Saw Boon San in school today.

Was good to talk with him again, haha also interesting exchanging info and updating each other on the rest of the old batch.

Then he posed a question which slapped me back to reality somewhat.

It sounded good at first,

But then their training days are on tues and thursday, sat and sun. Which means I won't be able to see the team on land training anymore.



Stupid Reu, are you so arrogant to think that they cannot manage without you?

Maybe there's more to pass down to him, maybe he's not ready yet.... maybe I'm not ready yet.

Its hard to think that after all this time of careful planning, no one will be there to move the chess pieces in place for them anymore.

I know that the girls will be alright, Jo, Za, and the future one.

But bugger's concerns about the silent killer, and the new one is so enthusiastic, with so much potential, but am worried that he will get careless.

Bugger said to teach them as much as possible.

There was an evening that under a barrage of heated sms he insisted that we teach them how to fish and not feed them. I hate it when he's right.



Heh, its already happening, the past preventing one from moving on.

I need to let go.