Learning to multitask....

Sometimes I wonder if I can really cover all bases.

Trying to come up with ways to add some fun into training, or help coordination, while maintaining the standard. Then pulling the energy together to execute.

Trying to motivate and encourage. Trying to be a friend.

Trying to make peace between groups.

But then I found out that some of them aren't getting along. And some of them don't click and feel left out. And some of them are so unobservant/insensitive that they don't know that they ostracize, and some of them do not see the others who are just like them.

And then bugger won't reply sms or email. But found out he's on mc doh.


And then I find out some people have reservations for the next exco addition. And i found out that some people actually look down on other people to such an extent.





Why do I even bother trying to make things right. When they don't respect each other. When they think that they are better. When they do not respect this team.

What shortcoming is blinding them and drowning out their own self awareness and is making them afraid to show humility.






I REALLY want to know.