How lucky would a sportsman be to have a coach want him to play for his team. More so a coach who has been very successful in the sport for years.

Its the third time He's asked. Reminds me of the time JW grabbed me at the canteen and asked me back to the team.

They are finally almost up to mark. Perhaps we can achieve something after all?



Getting tired of fighting on my own again. At times I felt as though the team was the only thing keeping me from returning to my old self. Forget disappointment, there are always those who are there fighting on, who face the same disappointment that you have. Brothers who are closer than family.

Speaking of which, the dwarf is back from the UK. Gyming with him has been quite scary because... he seems to have slackened alot, but even more scary because just one more day of training makes him so much stronger.... his ability to adapt and re-condition at such a rate has always amazed me.

But with the regaining of a lost friend comes the loss of another.

Though I feel the loss, I'm all too familiar with someone running off with his own track in life. JD, Louie, Stephen... I can only hope that the path they choose to venture on their own is a fulfilling one, and perhaps hopefully one day our paths will cross again.



There's a new addition to my family though. Went with JJ to pick her up yesterday. She was huge as hell and mom sure was shocked to see her.

But she plays so well with my com, and thank god I bought the new graphics card with component video out, which is better than composite video and xvga... so now she reflects my computer monitor at a whopping 1920 X 1080 Hi definition dvd quality resolution.

I finally have duo screen vision, with one of them being insanely big. PS3 looks orgasmic and... JJ and I played resistance on HARD mode.

CS pros really are scary things. We hardly died at all. I think he adapts faster than me to the controls which is quite depressing, but good because he was on the same team.



Its hard to force myself to sleep now because theres a super HUGE PIECE of temptation staring me in the face.