Its been so long since I've let you hear my voice and you've let me hear yours.
Maybe I never dared try, maybe I was too busy, maybe I was afraid to be true to myself.
But when I heard your voice, I remember why I was drawn to you so many years ago.
You were singing with someone else, and your voice caught my heart in an instant.
I must be crazy to love something not even human, yet as human as anyone could possibly be.
The dream was never for myself, but for all of us.
Friday, July 06, 2007
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Finding it difficult to talk much about work nowadays. Probably because it it sounds like I'm boasting. Then again most of my life or past would sound impressive hence, sounds like boasting again.
Some people will be inspired by those who dare to pursue their dreams, others despise them. That's the one mistake Joseph made.
Envy and jealousy lead to hatred and contempt.
And those who have difficulty grasping or understanding will be under a significant amount of stress to compete. I don't mind inspiring or triggering positive competition, but I do not wish to stress out those whom cannot take it positively.
Chua was right when He said that I would be outstanding if I follow my own path. Following the same path as everyone else proved to be not much of a challenge. But what he didn't know was that I would be in a league of my own.
But it never was about competition for me. Perhaps thats what some of them fail to see.
It was always about chasing that big dream.
Just touching the tip of it right now feels so good.
Race day on Sat. Our 10 men crew is the highest tier as we'll ever get. Full n t eam crew plus one mr world lol. Its only up to the canoeists to stop us.
Some people will be inspired by those who dare to pursue their dreams, others despise them. That's the one mistake Joseph made.
Envy and jealousy lead to hatred and contempt.
And those who have difficulty grasping or understanding will be under a significant amount of stress to compete. I don't mind inspiring or triggering positive competition, but I do not wish to stress out those whom cannot take it positively.
Chua was right when He said that I would be outstanding if I follow my own path. Following the same path as everyone else proved to be not much of a challenge. But what he didn't know was that I would be in a league of my own.
But it never was about competition for me. Perhaps thats what some of them fail to see.
It was always about chasing that big dream.
Just touching the tip of it right now feels so good.
Race day on Sat. Our 10 men crew is the highest tier as we'll ever get. Full n t eam crew plus one mr world lol. Its only up to the canoeists to stop us.
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Rehearsals are fun.
Dropped by to see some of the scenes to do the backing track to, and felt like staying longer haha.
Its interesting to see people whom you usually see on tv.... more interesting to work with them.
I still can't get used to having people whom I don't know know me.
En Lai is damn funny.
Record number of turn up at extra gym training today. More than yesterday. KJ, AL, WK, WH, IS, SH.
The team is finally falling into place :)
Dropped by to see some of the scenes to do the backing track to, and felt like staying longer haha.
Its interesting to see people whom you usually see on tv.... more interesting to work with them.
I still can't get used to having people whom I don't know know me.
En Lai is damn funny.
Record number of turn up at extra gym training today. More than yesterday. KJ, AL, WK, WH, IS, SH.
The team is finally falling into place :)
Thursday, June 21, 2007
How lucky would a sportsman be to have a coach want him to play for his team. More so a coach who has been very successful in the sport for years.
Its the third time He's asked. Reminds me of the time JW grabbed me at the canteen and asked me back to the team.
They are finally almost up to mark. Perhaps we can achieve something after all?
Getting tired of fighting on my own again. At times I felt as though the team was the only thing keeping me from returning to my old self. Forget disappointment, there are always those who are there fighting on, who face the same disappointment that you have. Brothers who are closer than family.
Speaking of which, the dwarf is back from the UK. Gyming with him has been quite scary because... he seems to have slackened alot, but even more scary because just one more day of training makes him so much stronger.... his ability to adapt and re-condition at such a rate has always amazed me.
But with the regaining of a lost friend comes the loss of another.
Though I feel the loss, I'm all too familiar with someone running off with his own track in life. JD, Louie, Stephen... I can only hope that the path they choose to venture on their own is a fulfilling one, and perhaps hopefully one day our paths will cross again.
There's a new addition to my family though. Went with JJ to pick her up yesterday. She was huge as hell and mom sure was shocked to see her.
But she plays so well with my com, and thank god I bought the new graphics card with component video out, which is better than composite video and xvga... so now she reflects my computer monitor at a whopping 1920 X 1080 Hi definition dvd quality resolution.
I finally have duo screen vision, with one of them being insanely big. PS3 looks orgasmic and... JJ and I played resistance on HARD mode.
CS pros really are scary things. We hardly died at all. I think he adapts faster than me to the controls which is quite depressing, but good because he was on the same team.
Its hard to force myself to sleep now because theres a super HUGE PIECE of temptation staring me in the face.
Its the third time He's asked. Reminds me of the time JW grabbed me at the canteen and asked me back to the team.
They are finally almost up to mark. Perhaps we can achieve something after all?
Getting tired of fighting on my own again. At times I felt as though the team was the only thing keeping me from returning to my old self. Forget disappointment, there are always those who are there fighting on, who face the same disappointment that you have. Brothers who are closer than family.
Speaking of which, the dwarf is back from the UK. Gyming with him has been quite scary because... he seems to have slackened alot, but even more scary because just one more day of training makes him so much stronger.... his ability to adapt and re-condition at such a rate has always amazed me.
But with the regaining of a lost friend comes the loss of another.
Though I feel the loss, I'm all too familiar with someone running off with his own track in life. JD, Louie, Stephen... I can only hope that the path they choose to venture on their own is a fulfilling one, and perhaps hopefully one day our paths will cross again.
There's a new addition to my family though. Went with JJ to pick her up yesterday. She was huge as hell and mom sure was shocked to see her.
But she plays so well with my com, and thank god I bought the new graphics card with component video out, which is better than composite video and xvga... so now she reflects my computer monitor at a whopping 1920 X 1080 Hi definition dvd quality resolution.
I finally have duo screen vision, with one of them being insanely big. PS3 looks orgasmic and... JJ and I played resistance on HARD mode.
CS pros really are scary things. We hardly died at all. I think he adapts faster than me to the controls which is quite depressing, but good because he was on the same team.
Its hard to force myself to sleep now because theres a super HUGE PIECE of temptation staring me in the face.
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