tired.

What have I gotten myself into?

Think my profile is abit too high around camp now... new appointment "Subject Matter Expert", which sounds very cool, but ALOT of responsibilities. I'm just glad I can still partially attach out.

Omgwtf, I'm just sick of swimming low. Its just too unnatural for me? If they want me to do this, I'll comply. The forthcoming project sounds like fun anyway.

Came across an interesting quote today.

"Your weapon is not a tool to hurt someone. Its a means to protect the ones you love."

You need to breathe oxygen to survive, you don't purposely exhale CO2.





And, I did a childish thing today. Threatened someone jokingly.

"Ever got hit 15 times in one second before?"

Sometimes I wonder if I let myself play along too much with them.

Heck, I wonder if I can still do it? Just a 10 hit sequence and I start to lose the focus.

Craving to stretch those muscles again and get back into action. The adrenaline of the fight. How easy it would be to go back to sensei.

Haha but I know my wrist and ankle won't be able to take it.

Plus the potential consequences are not something I want to live with.