Went camp for awhile today. Visit by some thai general. They didn't eat the food so we had a nice feast after they left. After which I booked out for safsa training but droped by lot 1's top floor korean food stall for their DAMN NICE korean chicken bbq set. But it was kinda oily... doh.

Training with the team. They suprise me. Maybe Melvin's doing something right, seeing how they cope with the trainings, there may be some hope for this regetta after all.

Being front pacer is kinda irritating sometimes when I wanna enter the damned water but the up-splash from the front of the boat collides with my paddle.

Anyway, rushed home for 2 hours of peace before I need to rush down again in 5 minutes time to kallang for nteam training, which will finish at 10pm, then by the time I'm home I gotta eat, washup and sleep asap, probaly at 11 plus, to grab 5-6 hours of sleep and wake up at 5am tomorrow to head to camp. Blargh.

Just one week, Reu. One week rowing so often I can close my eyes and hard 10, of not enough sleep, or falling asleep on the bus, the train, the office, of pulling myself away from that drifting off state so I won't miss my stop.

Sad, told Andy the reason why I missed training last week and his reply was "who doesn't have enough sleep?". Does everyone else in the team have to wake up at 5am everyday too? I don't think so lei. Haiz... miscommunication I think. "What if you're selected to go for sea games?"

I don't know anymore. Its too hard. they're too good. I may not be able to get into the top 7 right rowers in the team to fly away. But I can't let that stop me from giving it my all.

I didn't join the nteam just for bloody sea games, afterall.

Music is my only solace right now when I'm home. Breath of fire 4 soundtrack is awesome.