Got my hands on two final fantasy concerts.

;_;

So beautiful.... these symphony orchestra arrangements.... the movements.... so fluid.

I need to simulate the emotion in my arrangements. Its difficult to emulate the extreme crescendos with software sometimes. Its not as simple as people as just making sure everything is in timing or quantizing the notes.... not even slowing or accelerating the speed of the song can properly convey the emotions or subtle pauses or holds that a real life conductor can pull off almost unnoticably.

Amazing.

I'm so demoralized right now haha.

Ah well, this'll help me improve.


The race is this weekend.

Quite sad, in a way. Last happenings....

Soon, only memories.

And as Hong left me, I shall inevitably have to leave them.