DB Training is getting more challenging, but the team constantly suprises me by persevering on.

Perhaps what is more suprising is how so many individuals which I initially did not notice have proven to become stronger, and shown determination which I would not have expected. And those whom I had high hopes for have somehow dissapointed in some aspects.

Thus is human nature, it seems. Never take anything for face value. Never think highly of someone just because others do.

Maybe bugger was right in his warning not putting too high hopes. But in a way, it has paid off so far, regardless. I'm sure Jo would agree.



Went for the kayaking chalet yesterday. I realize that its quite difficult for me to just try and relax sometimes. Always have to do something, always must have a plan, a course of action in effect.

Saw Stephen. Again reminded of the dissapointment. But, happy that at least he's doing what he wants.

Went out with the Alumni guys to watch Taxi at J8. Wonder why people like to reminisce so much... me included. The sadness, the resentment, but also the motivation was invoked once again. Sometimes its sad. Sometimes the past can prevent one from moving on. But I always remind myself to only study the past only to learn from it for future benefit.

In a way the greatest thing that Hong gave me was not expecting anything of me in this team.




Or at least not letting me know about it.