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Saturday, December 10, 2005

One last super move to go....

Kami Saku.

Blargh

Friday, December 02, 2005

Damnit it. Just saw them on tv.

Felt like I had just saw my comrades fall on the battlefield. Helpless and angry.

Wondered what it would have been like if I had gone to fight with them. For the first time, I was scared.




The strategy might not have been tested enough. World Champs doesn't seem to be within our reach, Andy.

But I'm not giving up yet. We can't.

Monday, October 24, 2005

Things are FINALLY starting to settle down. Although much change is to come - AGAIN, around camp, which could compromise my stayout and safsa, I'll just try to enjoy while I can doh.

Miss the Recon unit. Miss the guys, and doing stupid things with each other. Its so stupid... I can't believe I still miss them after so long. Every time I book out at camp, and see the armor recon units on their bikes and jeeps, and see them around camp in the black recon t shirts, I wonder what life would be like if I stayed in the unit. Maybe its just a bond thats created when you're dumped into a hell to suffer with other people. You emphatize with each other, and help each other out, without expecting anything in return. That's brotherhood.

Hear about more of the recon guys getting injured and falling or going to fall out of the unit. Haiz... its really damn hazordous shit.


Still need to plan, and steer my ship towards my goal. Hopefully by next year it will manifest at last. I'm moving toward that general direction.

The safsa team suprises me time and time again. Couldn't imagine so many of them could do more than 25 pullups.

Anyway, I've been running about 7km everyday since thursday and my legs are feeling new levels and dimensions of 'suan'ness haha. Gotta trust that the conditioning up till now has been sufficient and persevere on with my training.

1.2km - 4:27 mins

Suprising. Haha.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Its official, I'm a fatty.

Thanks to the stupid machine in the national stadium gym.



How could this happen? I turned from underweight to overweight in a mere 4 years.

Knew I shouldn't eat prata every morning for the past few weeks. Damn you indians! Why make such nice food if its so damn fattening?! I hate all of you!

And I'm so pissed because I've been watching every other aspect of my diet except breakfast. Argh.

No more, teh weak link is gone.

16 - 10 in 1 month.