Things are FINALLY starting to settle down. Although much change is to come - AGAIN, around camp, which could compromise my stayout and safsa, I'll just try to enjoy while I can doh.

Miss the Recon unit. Miss the guys, and doing stupid things with each other. Its so stupid... I can't believe I still miss them after so long. Every time I book out at camp, and see the armor recon units on their bikes and jeeps, and see them around camp in the black recon t shirts, I wonder what life would be like if I stayed in the unit. Maybe its just a bond thats created when you're dumped into a hell to suffer with other people. You emphatize with each other, and help each other out, without expecting anything in return. That's brotherhood.

Hear about more of the recon guys getting injured and falling or going to fall out of the unit. Haiz... its really damn hazordous shit.


Still need to plan, and steer my ship towards my goal. Hopefully by next year it will manifest at last. I'm moving toward that general direction.

The safsa team suprises me time and time again. Couldn't imagine so many of them could do more than 25 pullups.

Anyway, I've been running about 7km everyday since thursday and my legs are feeling new levels and dimensions of 'suan'ness haha. Gotta trust that the conditioning up till now has been sufficient and persevere on with my training.

1.2km - 4:27 mins

Suprising. Haha.