Sponsored dinner: $8

Sponsored supper: $6

Walking up and down a stage 3 times: $150

Watching Owen and Keith almost rage out at the naggy auntie manager: priceless



Its kinda not so bad doing fashion shows nowadays because its somehow more fun hanging out with the guys before shows. I didn't have to kill him today because it seems that everyone else has a score to settle with him. Plus, I'm somehow some big ass bigshot being the title holder huhuhu.

Eddie from tab is a pretty funny guy.

Still gotta teach Sean how to stand up for himself. Not sure why either. Maybe cause we have so much in common it feels like he's the little brother I lost when Steph left the team.

2:30am and training in the morning. Argh.

So Louie is going to Aus to study games. Like... how vague is that. Nevertheless I'm glad he's decided to pursue his dream. I've always known that he a talented gamer by the cheap pk strategies he came up with in UO. I think he could have beat me in a pk fight. But, a talented gamer doesn't make a talented game programmer, although it gives somewhat of an advantage.

Louie was the only coursemate I connected with back in my first year. Quiet, demented RI GP guy. We clicked perfectly. Hahaha. I thought that we had so much in common. Our course, dragon bt, that is, until he switched course to IT, and left the team. I can never understand why he left the course. He clearly loved design. Though he was making a big fuss about the workload. As much as we had in common, he was more damaged emotionally.

Why is it most smart people turn out to be social rejects?

I hated the stigma. After high school I suppose I went all out to compensate.

Ok, sleepy.

Tonights run: 12:02mins down usual route

Yes I ran. Was doing weights when I got more and more fed up about turning into a fatass so I went out and ran my ass off.

First small round had a new personal best lol. After that died, got stitches, then... you know sometimes you can ignore stitches but it'll only get worse and lvl 5 hyper combo your ass back? It happened. The pain was almost as bad as with the old injury which doesn't bug me anymore thank god.

But to psyche up against the stitches, that was something else. Si was right. I don't fight like I used to. Not even half of it. Maybe too much money can make people complacent too. I dunno. Maybe its alot of factors. But when I saw his eyes, and my aura reacted instantly for the fight, I felt so alive again.

Sometimes it takes a good friend to knock some sense into you again. Complacency sucks. You need someone to just come around and kick your ass.

Which pisses me off. That one armed parry break move is utter bullshit. Just when I thought I had his strategy all figured out he goes and levels up on me. Bastard. Ahh but I managed to surprise him with my hi-ken. Sucka!



Its official. I have my Long2 Yan3 back. The other day I felt Hong's attack coming from behind. And I even managed to restraint myself from doing a turn-lock-counter on him.

It feels good to be alive.

Think I'll log another fan mail today:
"Hi, my name is Trevor.

I found your website/music via ocremix forums. I LOVE your stuff.

I'm just wanting to get into composing/arranging/remixing... i have a couple questions if you don't mind.

Did you goto school and learn composing, or did you just self-teach?

Also, when arranging or remixing, do you do it by ear? OR, do you get the sheet music, and arrange via that?

Thanks so much for your time! Hopefully i'll be half as good as you someday!

Thanks,
Trevor"


I wonder why I never asked these questions when I was starting out. Or maybe I did... cause I somehow know that Nobuo and Yanni taught themselves music too, which sorta spurred me on to learn music on my own.


Making vids is fun.