Freaky, Luann asked a question which I asked myself on the blog earlier in the morning during afternoon meeting.


Been thinking about goals in life and priorities and commitments...

Seriously wouldn't mind doing music or doing something related to sports for ministry but...

Then I remembered why I "left" church in the first place.


I wanna see how far I can go on my own. Without his help, without depending on him.

I can't ever accept my successes to be fom him... yet.

I'm still on my own.

And until I either succeed and know what it feels like, or get into so much trouble that there's no other way.... I'll still go on my own.